[bluebird]

Kathy you will feel so much better after the surgery. I am here if you need a shoulder or have questions. Hugs.

Anna, I hope everything works out. That is so scary!

Dh did not get the job. He will need to email the forman back and ask why. At this point I don't know if it worth applying to that company anymore. We do have a wild crazy idea. It is so crazy and $$$ I don't know if we can do it. We would need backing, grants..... we are talking to a realitor and she has given us some advice. We would all LOVE this is we can get it to work out. If we don't try it won't happen. If we try we have a 50/50 chance right?

I ran into my dad in the city today. I almost left the farmers market when I saw he and his gf were there. He wanted to talk. We talked. He admitted to letting gf make all the decsions about spending time with family. I told him HE chose to dump his daughters and their families for a gf and that he behaved like a jackass. (drum roll) He admitted it. He said he is making some huge changes and he is talking to gf about what HE needs. Wow. So we will see. Oh he didn't know about the family member dying either. Well no one can get ahold of him the way gf has her fingers wrapped around him. Again , his choice. Dad did spend time talking and listening to Jasmine today. I haven't see that in years. Gf is mad, very very mad. I did tell dad he is not welcome to come to my home talk about himself all the time, brag about gf and her family and expect us to listen in awe. Nor is gf allowed to come into my home and screech and yell at everyone. I am not angry with dad or gf. I do need to draw the line for myself and my family. Maybe they will get it maybe they won't.

I have no idea how I will sleep tonight. I bought a 'natural' smoothie in town. Yeah right. I could taste the white sugar in it. Icky. I haven't had white sugar since last fall. Will I sleep or not? lol