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you were right I hadn't seen this before,
I'm writing with tears flowing down my cheek, and if I could I would grab you thur this screen and give you a big hug for the words and kindness..
Are you sure you not seeing thru color glasses, LOL...
I just do my best and I'm just me,
and now I'm going to go to college to try to get my teaching degree, and hope I will pass it.
I know GOD is holding my hand and helping me thru this grief I must carry right now. GOD is doing that with friends like yourself and so many others here at FC. For the love gift that Donna Maried send me from several from here at FC, for the cards that was send to me during John's death, along with phone calls, and friendship that been showed.

Melissa and I are bonding and she been by my side thru John's death.

thank you so much again for the sweet and kind words. I am going to save it.
but remember you and many others are
VERY SPECIAL INDEED, and it easy to show friendship when it been given first, which so many has done.

I had to get my humor back for my grandbabies and not allow the humor John taught me to die. So I joined Red hats. LOL
so watch out for some of that humor may show up on the boards at time. LOL.

again thanks for pointing out a little bit about me for right now I'm a lost puppy, but with friends like yourself and few others I'm not so lost. One day I will be a different me, but I hope that if those are the special uniques about me I will not ever lose those traits. If I do please tap me on the shoulder or kick me in the behind.. Ok.

Love you sweety..and glad we found the lost dog that day too.