[Irish Angel]

I have had some extremely serious struggles lately. If I could see in the spiritual realm I am lying wounded.
I have been really struggling emotionally and with my mouth.
With out saying too much lets just say that there are 2 verses that have constantly...well 3, come to mind.

"If a man look at a woman with lust in his eye he has already commited adultery in his heart. "

and

"From the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. "

Finally...

"Therefore do not grow weary of doing good."

I realize that these are quoted to my memory..but I'm sure you know what I am thinking about.

Just a side note, NO I have not had an affair and NOR would I....but I have been drawn to friend of mine because of the neglect and hurt I have felt at home.I have tried to run... scripture says to flee temptaion.
In all of my marriage I have NEVER struggled with or like this. Heck I never gave another person a second look..and this is certainly NOT physical.
DH knows this, as I have shared the severity with him. We are trying so hard and in fact plan to re-new our vows on our 15th anniversary at my brothers.

Sisters in Christ I covet your prayers...
My language is horrible and my battles with depression are as some have said my emotional rollercoaster and personal hell.

I know what God's word so I have avoided it...as bad as it sounds. Don't want to pray or spend time with God, I am beyond dry I feel dead at times both emotionally and spiritually.

Hoping this trip helps us alot
PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR FAMILY...IF YOU REALLY ARE MY FRIENDS/ SISTERS...
PLEASE STAND IN THE GAP FOR US!