Leighann..you will be fine..just put it in the Lord's hands..I can honestly say I know how you feel because I was laid off after 27 yrs..with no benefits, pension, etc...and since I have been a widow since l972..I was and am the sole breadwinner in my house...I know I got through by putting it in God's hands and I kept telling myself it could be worse and I had a lot to be thankful for..Hang in there it be ok..there is an old saying that when "one door closes, two more will open".
Ericka..do you have a restaurant equipment supply company near you..the company I worked for always had old equipment to junk.we had scrap dealers that came by regularly to see what we wanted to get rid of..they were so glad to give it away just to make room for operational pieces..he might want to check it out.
As for me ....I worked today and that put money in my wallet instead of taking it out....so that was a good thing..
take care...
