Elaine,
well, If I helped at all, I'm glad... I only wish my fmaily was as "understanding" lolol...
Connie, I'm glad you found us too!
It's never easy going through loss alone... I know while I was loosing my Sil to cancer the last couple of years, the ladies here were just wonderful. The mix of anger and love and fear and guilt and G-d knows what else.. and the way it all rushes together in your gut...
Well... it can be overwhelming.. and sometimes it's easier to "spill" it out here, rather than in the real world...
All ov what you are going through sounds like so much right now.. A lot for me to take in at once.. Overwhelming to say the least.
Just know you're welcome to share here..
And Cindy Thanks for the hugs.. I know you'e always there.. You're my "Cajun angel"
Val