Wow you guys, thanks! It's really nice to see others in the same boat as me

I've been doing well for the last two days. I even went to my son's baseball game yesterday and didn't feel ashamed since I had showered, done my hair, and had on make up
Today my dilemma was how to get the kids to and from summer school. My dh took my van to trade it in on an Expedition (YEAH! A '99, not brand new, but beautiful just the same!). So I have his pick up, but you can't fit 4 kids and one adult in a pick up! So I'll be walking

I wouldn't mind but there's a HORRENDOUS hill up to the school, I'm going to be dying LOL!
Thank you all for all of your support, I feel so much better with you all here!